At first when i joined the servers i thought i was going to make friends, like real friends who would stand up for me and stuff but let's be honest, you cannot make real friends in a game.Most people you come across with in the servers are eager to consume your cash and they might seem keen on you but most - if not all of them - want to win something for you. Classic example is people with big money balances or high ranks (staff/gang/cops) etc. You might think that you have made many new friends throughout the servers but that's a hallucination because everyone will forget about your existence after a few weeks of inactivity and most likely when you got nothing to offer from money to services as a staff member.
So you might be wondering < How can i make friends? > the answer is you can and you cannot at the same time. You see.. you might have couple of ''cyber-friends'' while playing in the servers, no matter how strong your bonds with them might seem to be, they will eventually give up on you and forget about you. No matter how ''great'' you might think you are, after losing money/ranks you're completely a nobody to the rest of the community, just someone who avoids to tell the truth, someone who is metaphorically 'crying' according to these people.As a former staff member Im a living example of the above statements.
I blocked my own mind by playing games for too long time but I'm not one of those junkies and trash talkers as I play for myself and help people out so this community can grow just a tiny bit as I'm doing some good and not bad.
This is an weird conversation..So I'll just say for you guys to find a job in life and free your mind from black side as I did and pretty much everyone of you guys know that as you are old enough and you saw people being nicer when their brain has something to do so they don't go in depression.I know much about that as I said that I'm an old gamer but I also don't care because people are not so smart so I mind my own business because everyone old enough has lots of problems of their own and things to think on.
Making something of your life and doing crazy, fun things in life while young is what's life about.That way some people will care a little about you on internet if there's something interesting to share and the more you can share the better..happy ending at the end. ;)